THere is another pony that Miss Bern has an interest in. I spent some time with her today. Her name is Liz. Again, I find myself at Herron’s Barn, working on another pony’s gear. Liz had a lot of problems trying to get things to work, but she was very sweet about it all. Miss Bern was her usual patient self. We got most of the issues resolved, but, unfortunately, that took up much of the day. Still, it is nice that I can be here to help new ponies.

Once again, we had to make a trip to Herron’s Barn to work on our head harnesses. We spent a good part of the morning just trying to resolve issues with the gear and attempting to get it working properly. I am glad that Miss Bern is patient with us. Life would be ever so unpleasant if she were not. I love my owner very much.

My owner had another suggestion for the Coliseum. SHe asked that we make it so that the long, diagonal path goes underground instead of going by bridge over the coliseum. THis will take a bit of work, and I am also not sure if I can manage such a change without dirupting the whole of the sim. Perhaps Miss Bern will be kind and allow the bridge to stay until she can think of another solution. If not, I will change everything to make her happy.

Today, it was more time for maid and myself in the carts. We are both still getting used to our new head harnesses and they are giving us a bit of trouble. For some reason, we must leave the sim in orger for Miss Bern to change the setting. I feel bad that we must cause her so many problems. I hope we can work out the problem soon.

Today, I spent time helping Maid pull the cart and learn some commands from our owner. I was happy to help pull, and watched with satisfaction as Maid learned her instructions. She is a very fast learner, and will make Miss Bern very proud of her, I am sure. We look very good together, too, I must say. All three of us in matching latex, pulling a matching cart. I was shown a picture. I am so very proud that we look so good for our owner!

My new head harness has a tiny, tiny, miniscule little hole for me to peek through. It is so small that I thought it would be totally useless, but Miss Bern is teaching me to make use of it. SHe is having me try to find and come to her using only that little hole to see. It is so very challenging for me, but I want to show her that I can be a good pony. I am doing my best. It is hard, though, especially since she has taken to hobbling me when I am not on the leash. When hobbled, I can only hop about, as my feet are shackled togeter, just above my hooves. I do my best, and hope it pleases her.

Miss was away today. I was a good pony, and quietly stayed in my stall. No one came around. I was bored. Such is the life of a pony. I am used to seeing them just standing around doing nothing.

Today, my owner bought me a gift for being such a good girl while she was gone. She bought me a new head harness/bridle. I am so proud of it! It is all done in red leather, complete with leather pony ears, which are very cute, and even little hooks that plug up my nose so that I cannot smell. Of course, it also comes with Eye covers to blind me, and a gag so stop me from speaking.
The harness limits me further, too. It cuts off all my ability to communicate. Miss tells me that I will not even be able to IM her in the future. I will be limited to only the commands of her whip and the commands of the reins when she pulls them. Every day, I feel more and more like I am a pony. My head becomes filled with commands and responses. I am beginning to think more and more like a pony, as well. The thoughts fill my head to the exclusion of all else. whinny… snort…. stomp….

We now have a little private area to go to on the Sim… a place to be alone. It is nice to have a little private time with my owner… times when she just holds me and whispers in my ear, telling me that she cares and will keep me safe. It makes me feel so very special, knowing that she cares. I can lean into her arms and feel such safety there, such strength and warmth. Would I ever want to stop being her pony? Would I want to return to being a young lady again? No. My owners is everything that I will ever need. I will pull her cart, I will do dressage for her, I will do anything and everything a pony can do to make its owner happy and proud. THis is my life now.

I had my blinders reattached again. To have sight for so long, only to lose it again, is quite a shock to the system. It brings a certain amount of fear along with it, but I know that Miss Bern will do her best to ensure my safety while I am blinded. We practiced a bit today, reaquainting me with some of the commands. I am grateful that my owner is so tolerant of my mistakes. I make too many. I will try harder to be a better pet.